Compréndeme, ahora que todo cambió
me arrepentí y es verdad que terminó
pero yo se, que en el fondo te amaré
entonces no pienses mal, no pienses mal de mí

Los celos que opacaron tu ilusión
no dejan ver lo escencial entre los dos
estoy aquí y te juro se acabó
entonces olvídalo, perdóname y pasó

Es que soy prisionero de un error
un tonto arrepentido que por hoy
ha preferido invocar al olvido
y suplicar de rodillas perdón

Esa historia es pasado, ya fué
pero nos ha marcado, lo sé
da por seguro, mi amor, te lo juro
nadie va a amarte como yo lo haré

Estuve mal, se que lloraste por mí
me apabullé y cobarde te mentí
quiero aliviar esta cruz que me cargué
al menos no pienses mal, solo me equivoqué

Es que soy prisionero de un error
un tonto arrepentido que por hoy
ha preferido invocar al olvido
y suplicar de rodillas perdón
Esa historia es pasado, ya fué
pero nos ha marcado,lo sé
da por seguro, mi amor, te lo juro
nadie va a amarte como yo lo haré

Es que prisionero de un error
un tonto arrepentido que por hoy
a preferido invocar al olvido
y suplicarte perdón

Esa historia es pasado, ya fué
pero nos ha marcado, lo sé
da por seguro, mi amor, te lo juro
nadie va a amarte como yo lo haré
Da por seguro, mi amor, te lo juro
nadie va a amarte como yo lo haré

huh not happy right now......
sometimes i feel like a mistake error
but its not

Well now this Oct has been well
A little okay but off. First Dad keeps comin
by over and over
Huh things are just why not cool huh soon
gonna break any moment and to the fact
that I have  been an ass to some people which I don't
like to be huh things are just well huh I thought the bad days would be over,
 This October every year when October comes its like wow hellsfire is here
and I loose it. As far huh maybe I might loose friends cause the way I act or how to say
Fuck everyones not perfect but who am I. I only a child huh well I hope things get to handle or not
feeling a little sad of what has happened but I can only face the fact. Or I can just face the fact that I'm
the only child that can never have a life and be miserable but tried to smile and just go through it
but in my heart I know I want to say fuck the world and its habitat and further more I can only face the fact
that well huh I'm mostly the useless one ever to know. On top of that my heart keeps hurting when I sleep
I don't know how long will I keep this up is because of stress or is it something else I don't know
but still hurting though. A while huh well This week Father came and we got into it again cause I got pissed
off and now I really can't stand him grandpa said I need more help which I might do so or just get a lot of drugs
and just do that.
But in for a rude awakening I know there will be more chaos to come and be prepared
I guess but in time lets take it slow and go with the flow
and I need to stop saying I sorry -_-

Well since these past years indeed,
I;ve have learn alot from many people indeed
and well i's been a heart ache and all and well. My Brother well hasen't change abit but I forgive him and all
and well mostly I've been gaining and losing weight so it's a little confusing but Still Life is still short indeed.
I've been helping my mother and grandparents and mostly trying to help my brother mostly.
Sometimes he doesn't get it but he will soon or later. Huh Feeling off lately even though and watching mother and grandparents.
Sometimes I feel off and sort but then I have my doubts as a man mostly acting like a women but still bold and all.
I'm been mostly trying to find a job but no good at all so still searching
and to look what my scars are indeed. I've been searching more and more
but I learn the right and down indeed and mostly I did broke my new years law
yeah felling in love and such. But then I've been looking for what type of job I want
as a teacher and more as common as well but I still have to be  proud of  what I am and what I do
And Mostly is what me and the, girls will plan on Rahiel doing fine
Ashely hmm a nurse, Lindsey you such a clown girl even though have bad taste in men,

And well For Autum you show me a nice time,
Kinanicesa your such a person indeed Like to keep me calm
Rachiel your such a sweet girl,
And More importantly my one and only one
Shelly even though you smoke girl
you still kept goin to get what you want.

And well we've had so much fun and hard times
to be strong and My mother who your been by my side
like an angel sometimes I want to cry sometimes cause
I can't help you,
but sometimes you make me have my days as well but it's okay.
Hmm What to think and what to do but then It's been good as well
this year been a blast indeed and I have been okay
and well do have some feelings indeed that well I keep myself to
and eraseing the bad ones away and never tried to worry about them
but it's life, Yeah Life Life indeed
But I met someone that's like a person indeed but sometimes I could say
eeel and hmm he's spoiled but he's such a sweet guy indeed.
I never see a person so wow indeed. That what made my heart go wild for him
Even though he's busy and busy haha.
He's like a nice normal man he;s no knight he;s no hero
he's a normal person that well I like, I wasen't into all the fantasy stuff and such.
Yeah some men and women are more like odd but sometimes it's how we are.
I'm glad and all and such indeed he's in my heart  with such passion and heart
but then sometimes I think of things but then oh well it was fun and all but
I just gotta stop worrying about shit Well. Mother getting worse but she'll be better
I know she will and then I can leave and have a apartment indeed.
But then I'll be here for a little while 

Hey I want to say happy Birth Day man and well awesome year for you

Well got into trouble for saying that. But it was offensive for them.
So I can not say that word agian and now it's a meeting now.
I'll tell ya lateers

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I'm the prom queen yes I wore a dress and I feel like a  princess and
well I've been just peachy, and great. Man I love feeling like a girl and all to be 
and well  I'm going to the prom and all thats going to be fun. I love my day as well 
and everyone was so excited and well this town don't get much fun here as they should
and well I'm just proud of whom I'm am and just to have much beauty . For all of what I know the teachers were please with it and they love it

Huh well It's such a sucky ass week and well today my Mind was feeling and well I talked to Mrs.
Sansoe my teacher and we talk, and she told me and I got pissed and well THEY FUCKEN fired her how the fuck you can fire someone and just great and well.

I got into an argue on my birthday with the teacher called Ms.Suock what a bich and now I'm really fuck stressin out 
by the way starting to shoot someone now but if thats the case I can have much time in my shoulders it's been not so much fun since my birthday and it's so fucken weird it's gonna be to have a so off day and much time I can even smile NOT

wow I'm finaly 18 and well I have lots to say but it's been fun 

Man I feel a million bucks today and good ass
kicking to well my mother and I are planning a getaway trip this summer
and while I go to day care with the kids I've been feeling
less blue then before yeah I much love the facts and being the only 
one thats have sense in the shool of hell
fuck my teacher for the damn grade so she hates me and him bunbch
of ass whole and well I've been evil since the last week of it I can never do much she saids 
well fuck her but I've been gaining and loseing weight so I'm in between so much I can even think of 
well thats much of a drag.

By just having a regulure day and just keep on going

 

Today It's alrgiht since the day I wonder off at my school well Now I can have a good common 
but now I've been puggy and ever since the incident I been having a killier ball wiht everyone
and now I can have a good hell of a time to hate myself but to enjoy the suffer and the pain but I can't lead
that way I wanted to have a good school year with  the family and friends but what friends now I hate this damn place it's my burden of suffer that I care for I want to see him and now I can have that sharing but I seem to be lost in this world once more

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Awe I just Love this picture so cuddly ans sweet just adore it